HAHAHAHA WYPB HAS A FREAKING FACEBOOK ACCOUNT LOL RENA JIAXIN ARE YOU GUYS READING THIS I AM DYING OF LAUGHTER

HI GUYS.

IM BACK FROM BANGKOK! AND ALIVE, THANK GOD. I KNOW I'M KINDA DUMB TO RISK CATCHING THE FLU & STUFF BUT... OMG. /DOES NOT REGRET IT @ ALL. IT WAS AWESOME. LIKE REALLY AWESOME. AWESOME DOESN'T EVEN DO IT. MY VOCABULARY @ THIS POINT OF TIME BOILS DOWN TO THE WORD AWESOME. OR MIND-BLOWING. OR BREATH-TAKING? KAY MAYBE INCOHERENT. BUT REALLY. BEST 2 NIGHTS OF MY LIFE. EVEN BETTER THAN SMTOWN/O CONCERT IN MALAYSIA AND THOSE WERE ALREADY SUPER FREAKING A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. FAN ACCOUNT SOON. WHEN I GATHER MY THOUGHTS (AND PICTURES) BUT IN A NUTSHELL THOUGH: THEY ALL LOOKED AMAZING (WOW SURPRISE RIGHT? NOT.) JUNSU WAS PRACTICALLY GLOWING (TO ME) THE FIRST NIGHT, I THINK HE'S IN LOVE. JAE LOOKED ORGASMIC 90% OF THE TIME (HEY NO COMPLAINTS THERE) YOOCHUN, I THINK MY LOVE FOR HIM JUST REVIVED. HE WAS SO SWEET & EVERYTHING I WAS DYING SO MUCH INSIDE. CHANGMIN IS IMPOSSIBLY HANDSOME. I WAS SO INTIMIDATED. HE IS REALLY, REALLY HANDSOME. I NEVER LOOKED @ HIM THIS MUCH @ ALL THE PREVIOUS CONCERTS I WENT TO. & YUNHO? "omg yunho is a sin" "sins exist, yunho doesn't." GOD IS UNFAIR. JUNG YUNHO IS NOT HUMAN, I SWEAR. BECAUSE IF HE WERE HE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO LOOK LIKE... THAT. PICTURES/VIDEOS DO HIM NO JUSTICE. AT ALL. AT ALL (i swear i'm not biased) OH, & YUNJAEYUNJAEYUNJAE! DYING FROM THE LOVE.

PS. I TOUCHED ONE OF THEIR ATOZ DANCERS IN THE LIFT. LIKE, WE WERE SHOULDER TO SHOULDER & STUFF. & I TOUCHED HIS HAND & EVERYTHING. (I WAS TRYING TO HELP HIM WITH HIS CARD COS HE HAD PROBLEMS WITH THE LIFT) & I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE IT WAS ONE OF THEIR DANCERS UNTIL I SAW HIM LEAVING THE HOTEL WITH ATOZ BEFORE THE CONCERT. CHLOE & I EVEN THOUGHT HE WAS A CHINAMAN, LOL. FAIL, KELLY, FAIL. GOD, WHY YOU GIVE ME ATOZ? /SADFACE. I WANT DONG BANG.

OKAY. THAT'S IT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE.

ST NICHOLAS FREAKS, YOU DISGUST ME.

DISGUST ME WITH YOUR ~KPOP LOVE~, WITH YOUR "OMG KIM BUM/MINHO/HYUNJOONG", WITH YOUR ~I HATE SNSD I LOVE DBSK INSULT THEM & YOU DIE~. BASICALLY WITH YOUR EVERY BEING. I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU SHITHEADS. STOP TRYING SO HARD. IT'S REPULSIVE. IT DISGUSTS ME FURTHER TO KNOW THAT I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS FOR ANOTHER ONE AND A HALF MORE YEARS. I CANNOT BE MORE ANXIOUS FOR 2010 TO BE OVER.

friends cut.

again. but a small one this time. it had to be done. you were probably cut if we barely/almost never talked, never really existed in each other's (livejournal) lives... yada yada.

t'is all.